Sigh... Got torn a new one this morning... Who knew someone could get so pissed over something mundane and make it into a large scale mental invasion. Oh well. That dont matter.

Yesterday was a friend's birthday, and my nephew's b-day. W00t. Have no idea how old my nephew is but my buddy is 34. Yay!

Everything for the past year has been an egotistical rollercoaster ride. One day I feel like the queen of all the land(or just New Bern) and the next I feel like I dont deserve anything around me, let alone my next breath.

All is still good, I promise. My friends have been very good to me and have helped quite a lot. I know its been awhile. I havent really felt up to anything.

I took my computer to where I've been living but there is no net and now my CDRW drive has exploded so my computer is pretty much a very bulky data storage. Thanks to Chris for the Flash drive. 8GB was amazing. Saved everything...

I'm gonna miss being around ppl when I go back home. I might not stay there long. Might move back into town. As long as I get a bit of money and have some crap job, I have a place to stay. All the people I've met in th past year have been so amazingly good to me. Even ppl who barely know me are asking to help out.

Anyway I can't ramble long, I've got to get back out to the Student Center to see if anyone is around.. Probably not but I still need a cigarette. I know, I need to quit.

But yeah.. I still live. I have alot to upload so when I get back home, I'mma barrage my DA with insanity.